Category: 2020
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I am broken And I am not normal I am not who I want to be Instead, I am the one thing I have been raised to not be The one thing that will make me lose people close to me I am not who my parents expected me to be Also, I am disappointed…
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I began this journey back in 2020 as a guest blogger. Know I am taking my writings and posting them her. I plan to go back and reflect over them from these past years. This, I hope, will become my new “safe space”. Where I can write my experiences and maybe some feelings down. This…
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Misery loves company they say But is it the misery the person wants to share Or are they looking to someone for help But instead bring them down too Is the misery more infectious than the need for help Or does the person just not want it enough Personally I think I would rather suffer…
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Depression is a hard thing to live with. One of the hardest is trying to explain it to others. So here is to me trying. Depression Is a dark and twisty place Its when your inner thoughts are gray and black There is no light There is no white Just gray or black The gray…
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My life is hard, it is a struggle for me on most days to get out of bed. To remember to make myself take my pills that are suppose to help the chemical imbalance in my brain. Aka make me happier and more “normal”. Sometimes I feel like they work other times I feel like…
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This is something that I wrote while reflecting on my depression and suicidal thoughts over the past few month. This refers to my past in both my younger self and current self as well. As a child: I always promised myself that I would never be like you. I would never leave my family feeling…
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We go into the waves, Just to be pushed around In life’s ups and downs Up and down. Up and down. It all ends up coming around to put you on the ground. On the ground it is easy to stay. On they ground it is easy to slip away On the ground it is…