Category: 2020
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Missed Funeral You called the day before to say no PDA But then didn’t like what I had to say If me and my fiance Cannot hold hands Than the rules should be the same for everyone else But in your eyes They are “OK in God’s eyes” and we aren’t That’s fine, We don’t…
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I don’t know what is worse You believing what I said was true Or wanting to sweep it under the rug. How did you not know what was going on. I remember one time it happened in the middle of the dining room Right by the sunroom you always sat in Yet you act surprised…
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I Remember When I remember the days when we would sit on the couch and watch tv or work on my homework together, The days when I was the one you cared for, the apple of your eye, so to speak. I remember us taking four-wheeler rides through our land back when we were still…
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I Remember When I remember the days when we would sit on the couch and watch tv or work on my homework together, The days when I was the one you cared for, the apple of your eye, so to speak. I remember us taking four-wheeler rides through our land back when we were still…
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I Should Have Known I should have known something wasn’t right When you told me you loved me for the first time And I didn’t say it back I should have known something was up. When I couldn’t stand the fact that you wrote me love letters Or when you posted love stuff on social…
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What is Normal I sit, and I wait, and I try to think about what I can do to make myself normal Or at least more acceptable I could hang out with some friends Go watch some tv and sit and chat But I have to make sure I stay on topics that wouldn’t make…
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What Would Happen if She Found Out That I was more different than she had ever thought That I was the one thing she couldn’t tolerate Would she kick me out Or would she hate me Would she quit loving me I would love to say no But in reality, the answer is yes Yes,…
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Note to self This is not your fault You are not the one who made the choice All you did was follow a voice A voice of someone you were supposed to trust. Someone everyone else said you could trust Not Your Fault It’s not your fault that you are scared to love Or scared…
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I never know when they will come Always lurking around the corner Like a lion ready to pounce They come without warning When I wake, I feel it The darkness closes in And I welcome it The darkness is familiar to me Though it is full of sadness and hurt Trauma and the like But…
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From the Outside Looking In {my family} We were a happy family {We} went to church We spent time with other people {We} went places together But what you don’t see Is the mother that can’t get out of bed Or the stepfather that won’t help feed the kids And the nine-year-old raising her younger…
Life's hard for all 