Life's hard for all

I don’t know what is worse

You believing what I said was true

Or wanting to sweep it under the rug.

How did you not know what was going on.

I remember one time it happened in the middle of the dining room

Right by the sunroom you always sat in

Yet you act surprised when they came and got him.

Were you really oblivious or did you just not care?

The things that were done to me changed me forever.

I will never be the same

I grew up to hate myself

How am I supposed to love others if all I know is hate

All I know is that you hated me for some reason

You must have to want no one to care

To make me feel like all you cared about was yourself

Or worse just him

Even after all the things he did all you did was pretend

Pretend it didn’t happen, pretend it didn’t matter

Your choice to choose him ruined any chance of a relationship with me

It messed up the relationship you had with your daughter,

Yet you still didn’t care about it

Out of seven children all you care about it the one.

To bad you chose the crappy son

The one that likes to lie to everyone.

He lied to you about everything

He told YOU that he was sorry

He told YOU  that he had changed

But in reality he is not who you make him out to be

If he was he would have apologized to Me

Or at least to his sister and his FAMILY.

All he did was manipulate

So I hope it was worth it for you

I hope the loss of a relationship with your grandchild,

The loss of a good standing relationship with a daughter

Is what you can live with for your decisions

Even now when you’re old and confused

You know deep down you made the wrong excuse

To chose the one person who ended a whole family with one decision

I hope one day I’ll forgive you

For all the things you’ve done

And not just this one

But until then you can stay there.